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该放手了

今天的我好像要把小男友弄哭 😂
话说应该到了彼此放手的时间点了
我们应该要往前走,不再耽误彼此的时间和幸福
感觉就是时候了

我是纯洁的光!

今天参加了一个灵性工作坊,间中了解了我和花精灵的关系,那个属于我这一世的任务。
原来我和植物的关系是那么的深厚浓烈
我依然能感受到花精灵的吵闹声和兴奋程度
那一刻,那一瞬间好像和失联的家人再度重聚
好开心我终于明白了自己的任务也知道我的创业方向是对的
“把大地的爱带给身边的人,让它们的爱传达到每个需要它的人”
好浪漫唯美哦~ 🤣

对了,在冥想中老师问了几个问题,其中包含了
什么人和事物是我所后悔的,我的脑袋里闪过了 Alex和Wilson。
之后的讯息是浪费时间
老师说这是花卡在告诉我什么阻碍了我,让我不能朝任务前进

整个工作坊给我的讯息是
聆听自己的声音,勇敢的踏出第一步,放下以前的我,迈向全新的自己
我是个闪亮纯洁的光,到哪都会是焦点
天生的焦点,不需要收敛隐藏


Dilemma in relationship

It's almost 3 months that i have this young and cute boyfriend. His love towards me is growing endlessly, so I am showering with unconditonal care and love.  Yes, he treats me like a princess or a queen Im his sun and he is my sunflower
Yet, i am the badass who still contacting or texting the guys previously knew from tinder. 2 guys, jonathan & jin
First, Jonathan   I never meet him Barely know about this guy He seems like have some interests to me But maybe sexually He always said im cute and nice Asked me what i want when he was in Aussie But never plan to meet me after all Still texting this richie rich Yet no ideas who is him
Jin, owns many businesses and have a "fake" girlfriend We met once and he showed great interest to me Took a selfie with me  He told me that he and his ex gf aka business partner has broke up Yet due to their businesses and collaborations They cant officially announce the break up  And i believed in him. Why not? We are just friend Not much …

age or reality?

Okay, still recording my 20 years old boyfriend.
We've been together since 27th of June, second day of raya. I can feel that his love towards are limitless! But i started to feel my passion is getting lesser and focus back to myself.
I still love him. Just i need to focus on my own, my career and future.
I need money for my future, my first house and my dream.
Im thinking what should i do to achieve them.
My baby boy is young. He has plenty of time and ideas.
Yet his baby is getting older and has a pushy family.
I know everyone will have their own timeline, why should we follow or copy the rest.
I know a lot of examples like Colonel Kentucky, Jack Ma and etc
But I couldn't do so? Or I refuse to admit how weak I am and how stupid i am?
Anyway, i still have a lot to do and learn
I must focus on myself, forget my age and strive for the best!
Though no one know my real age from my face and body! Lol

my 20 years old boyfriend?

OH MY GOD WE KISSED TWICE, ON THE LIPS
yes, tonight we kissed on each other's lips
He challenged me to kiss his lips and i did that 🙈
And before he left my car, he kissed my lips 😳

He tried to ask me the feeling, end up we are kinda confessing?
Well, i like him, a lot
After he left me yesterday, I couldn't resist to smell his perfume which leaves on the bolster
I think i was wet too 🙈

Oh dear, are we now become the couple or i will meet another guy?!
Maybe i should follow the flow instead of guessing or worrying!

Puppy i love you!

Oh dear oh dear! I think i might fall in love with my puppy!  Ok, the puppy is a human, my young friend whose 20 years old, met via Tinder Anyway, we hug , we kiss on cheek and today WE CURDLE  oh dear, he just left my house, yes nobody at home and im hugging the pillow that he was hugging! Im missing him I cooked the lunch, he came over for the food and curdle  And i was so happy before his arrival  He like my food so much, so happy to look at him when he was so enjoying them. We spent like 4 hours together, last 3 hours we were hugging and curdling  Both of us like the last hug that we had for today It was so long and satisfying He told me that he like the hug too as he can smell every inch of me I was so shy when reading it!  Oh ya, we kiss on cheek this Monday, met on Wednesday and Thursday  That was so insane yet satisfying! Alright, we both might fall in love with each other But let's follow the flow Who cares? 
Ps he bought 2 seaweed sticks for me, he is so cute!

4 males

前天自以为,我现阶段遇到了四个新朋友
1. 我的宠物
2. 我的知己
3. 我的酒肉朋友
4. 我的追求者

我觉得我很犯贱,我对我的知己发了好人卡。原因是造成了亲朋好友的误会了,但也同时伤害了他。虽说他还是和我照样的哈拉,但好像有点隔膜了。小狗狗说我想太多了,人家对你没兴趣啦。好吧~

我的宠物,小狗狗。华巫混血儿,可爱帅帅的小男生;让我情不自禁的喜欢上他。不过小狗狗只有20岁!算了,就单纯的享受和小狗狗哈拉的时光。因为不晓得哪天,小狗狗会有新的目标呢?不过小狗狗好像也蛮喜欢我的也😌

我觉得我的酒肉朋友应该和我划清界限了。因为隐私,因为一句“这样我才会了解你啊”好像让他误会了。算了,我真的当你是朋友并不是喜欢的对象。以后没有免费的就喝了 😭
小狗狗和朋友们我对不起你们!

追求者。一个让我身边的朋友都感觉到危险的人。觉得他会欺骗我,想要玩玩而已。他们说他看起来坏坏的,如果说是有成就的人,也不会喜欢那么平凡的我。而傻傻的我还是觉得先观察好了,没有所谓的好人坏人,只有真诚的心。我好像还蛮笨的🤣

好啦,这就是我最近的故事
拜~